silkandwind (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} silkandwind) wrote,@ 2005-02-27 21:57:00 |
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Plain fear you can't distinguish or dismiss
In list form to make this a little more meaningless:
-Sometimes I think of my heart as a cliff. When I stand on the edge little pieces break off and fall into oblivion. And if I could just close my eyes, I could lean forward and fall. Forever.
-I might just sleep in my closet the rest of my life.
-Hiding possessions in dark plastic bags doesn't make you forget they are there; that they still hold meaning. And it's too much to throw them away, too permanent for a Sunday evening in February.
-Right now, time is juxtaposing thought.
-If I can't find my DVDs in the next month I'm probably going to cry. I have gone over 9 months without them. And all I want to do is lie in bed/closet and watch 'Ordinary People'/'Willy Wonka'/'I Am Trying to Break Your Heart' and maybe try to be comfortable.
-Right now I'm regretful that I deleted my Wilco essay. I might attempt to reconstruct it. this time I'll just have to fight my addiction to deletion.
Current Mood: iwantagoodlifew/anoseforthings
Current Music: wilco - i am trying to break your heart (demo)
In list form to make this a little more meaningless:
-Sometimes I think of my heart as a cliff. When I stand on the edge little pieces break off and fall into oblivion. And if I could just close my eyes, I could lean forward and fall. Forever.
-I might just sleep in my closet the rest of my life.
-Hiding possessions in dark plastic bags doesn't make you forget they are there; that they still hold meaning. And it's too much to throw them away, too permanent for a Sunday evening in February.
-Right now, time is juxtaposing thought.
-If I can't find my DVDs in the next month I'm probably going to cry. I have gone over 9 months without them. And all I want to do is lie in bed/closet and watch 'Ordinary People'/'Willy Wonka'/'I Am Trying to Break Your Heart' and maybe try to be comfortable.
-Right now I'm regretful that I deleted my Wilco essay. I might attempt to reconstruct it. this time I'll just have to fight my addiction to deletion.
Current Mood: iwantagoodlifew/anoseforthings
Current Music: wilco - i am trying to break your heart (demo)
